Real.

Lately, I have been really stressed out.

Too many people seem to have too much opinion regarding my pregnancy.
Too many things are changing and will be changing.
At the same time, I get really frustrated by little things here and there which I have no control over.

I recently started going to Yoga again. Of course, prenatal yoga.
The class goes very slow. You work your body but it is not difficult at all and honestly I don't feel like I did yoga afterwards.

I realized it is more of that. You focus on you and your baby.
You create this space for you and your baby from everything else, and by doing that, you get your own "room" to breathe.

During one and half hour, I focus on nothing.
My mind goes blank and I love it.
That time is so precious for me since I don't have to think about anything.
I become nobody, yet, I feel real and authentic regardless.

Good bye

you are my dream.
you are the embodiment of my hopes.
you are the cornerstone of my ambitions.
you are the mastermind behind the beautiful events.
you are the ice in my veins.
you are the beat of my heart.
you are the breath at the end of the sigh.
you are the crease at the end of the smile.
you are at the corner of my eyes.
you are at the center of my soul.
you are the melody in my ears.
you are the crescendo of my emotions.
you are the grit of my teeth.
you are the grip of my fist.
you are the bow of my head.
you are the gaze i hold.
you are the sight to be treasured.
you are the touch to be yearned for.
you are the secret to be divulged.
you are the thought to be cherished.
you are everything true.
you are everything genuine.
you are everything real.
you are the epitome of beauty.
you are my destiny.
you are love.

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Below is a diary that I wrote back in 2006.
It is amazing how every moment of your life you can feel it, if you have an open heart.
So yes, there is.

2006.08.15 화 16:47

다이어리 내용

웃긴소리일지도 모르겠지만,

요즘 문득문득 이런생각이 든다.

정말 그분이 계시다고..

그분이 이세상을 창조하시고 우리를 위해 희생을 하셨다고..

그리고 3일후에 다시 환생하셨다고..

그냥 우연이라고 지나칠수 없는 일들이 매일매일 일어나고있고,

그런일들이 사소한 일이던 큰일이던..

그렇게 생각하다보면 또 세상이 다르게 보이기도 한다.

조금더 사소한것들에 미소를 짓게 돼고,

고요한 밤의 세상의 소리들도 더 아름답게 들리곤 한다.

그러다보면,

내가 사랑하는사람들을 지켜주세요..

라고 두손을 모으기도 한다.

신기하고,

신비롭다.

모든것들이 자연을 넘어선 초자연적인것이라고 느끼게 됀다.

동시에 굉장히 아주 굉장히 "지금"이고 리얼하다.

Any other day

Ordinary, yet, extraordinary.
Thanking every moment of it.
I wouldn't trade it.

Braid Inspiration

Hello Monday

Aren't these cute?

Sometimes I wonder if the colors are especially prettier because it is Chanel.
Or only Chanel can make something like this?
Maybe both.

Flowers

Back in February.
One of my 2011 new years resolutions was to attend the flower class regularly...
F.A.I.L. :(

森の木琴

ドコモのちょっと素敵な映像。

Beautiful Han Bok

I am very proud of the fact I am Korean.
The beauty of hanbok is found not only in its humanized design and color but also in the movements that can be made by the wearers.
Hanbok takes into account the wearer’s body shape, comfort, and beauty, all at the same time. It is one of Korea’s greatest assets containing its people’s indelible, age-long wisdom.

Pictures are from simple print

べーグル

I cannot believe it is already May!

..

끝나지 않을것 같은 까마득한 길을 걸어가는것 같다.
그래서 기도한다.
제발 도와달라고...

현실은 항상 잔혹한듯하다.

Message in a bottle

So I found this service at Etsy and thought it was so cool!
I actually debated if I should post this or not.
Because, what if I want to send this to my friend, but she has already read about this?
Maybe much much later when my friends have forgot about this post, then I will try. :)

Nancy Silverston's sandwich book

Mmmmmmmm, Yum!!!
This is my next item in my Amazon shopping basket.

Couple days ago, I purchased $20 Amazon credit for $10 through livingsocial.com.
And this book is little over $20 in Amazon.
For free shipping, it has to be over $25.
So I am going to wait till I need to get something from Amazon, so I can have it shipped free.
I feel like such a wise wifey especially when I get a good deal.
Muhahaha!

才色兼備

才色兼備 (sai-shoku-ken-bi) = being gifted with both intelligence and beauty

One of my 2011 to-dos is to continue with my flower class.
To establish myself one step closer to Sai-shoku-ken-bi wife. =)

The red

I like the clothes.
Also the red lipstick.
I should start wear it again.

Flats

I have never considered myself to be short.
Maybe because I grew up in Asia.
Even for a long time in the States, I haven't thought about myself as a short girl.
But now I do. -__-
I am surrounded by very tall beautiful ladies a lot of the time.
Regardless, my love for flats are with me.
I can never be too short for flats. <3
La Garconne

Guily

Giuly is the name of this cat. Hahahaha
Omg, I love these pictures so much.
Sigh... Sometimes I wish I can be like him.
From Here

2011

It is a rabbit year. =)

Only if...

Define your freedom.

Green Rice

My new addiction = Persian food in Huntington Beach called Green Rice.